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bronchitis baby

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To think we are truly coming to end of the year; to the end of the entire decade. Time is a terrifying concept. Since I have only updated my blog twice this year, I figured we were in for a final post to really welcome the year 2020! I am still gathering my thoughts and ideas on my resolutions, but perhaps I'll have a couple of those to share by the end of this shindig. If you haven't noticed by now, (you so very few humans who actually might read this blog and pay attention to what I say in it), it is December of 2019 and I have yet to move home. In my previous update I mentioned that was my plan; but it was a placeholder plan. One you say, but not one you feel . One you try to tell yourself is true until it either becomes true, or you become so sick of the lie of it, it falls away. Well, the lie eventually fell away, and I had been open to staying in Florida for another year. HEck, I was down to stay in Florida for as long as it felt right! I finally asked myself, "

middle of the year howdy hey

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I promise I think about blogging sometimes and remember how I said I was gonna do that more often. Well it has been... a TIME since I last wrote. And a lot has happened since then. (like I say every frickin time) I don't know how bloggy and writey I feel today, but I am trying to push myself to do something productive. I have had a busy year, and the end of the year looks just as busy. If you know me, you know I like busy, so this isn't necessarily a bad thing.. but it also means my energy goes to other things beside my blog. let's do a rundown of my year so far shall we? January:      Move into new house                     Visit family and friends in Utah                      Start working for SeaWorld in Food & Beverage February:    Quit working for SeaWorld in Food & Beverage lmao                      Start working for Universal Studios in Harry Potter World at Forbidden Journey                      Start working for Disney again in DAK at Flight of

2019: Blue Door Babes

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"You're only supposed to start missing something after you've said goodbye, right? I've found a home here in Florida. My best friends are right here with me, and I enjoy what I do. We close at 6:15 now instead of 10:30. I'm good at my job and happy to do it, with even more friends than I ever thought. Here is a girl who is sure of who she is.  She's had to prove herself to friends skeptical of what she believes in. But they see a girl with a heart that's true. I love and care deeply, sometimes to my own heartache. Here is a girl who has found more of herself. She is healthy and happy as she is so active. She has found a part of herself that doesn't need to be performing all the time, and she's honestly healthier for it. She is someone who believes people can be completely wonderful and good and everything she's ever wanted, even without the gospel. And that scares her a little, but also feels nice. It feels nice to explore what others believ